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And yet, I had been having these crazy fantasies for a couple of years now of having sex with a dude. If I had to guess, I would say it's the product of years of watching porn. The thing about porn is that it grows duller over time. Nowadays, I am barely turned on watching plain old vaginal sex. Or maybe I am turned on, but not to the extent that I'm looking for. It would take too long to really get myself going, and I was never the kind of guy who enjoyed watching porn for hours at a time. I pull my pants down, put some shit on, and five minutes later, I want to be relieved. With time, I found myself growing desensitized by porn. Conventional sex wasn't cutting it for me anymore. I needed something different, more exciting, even if I wasn't necessarily into that type of sex. So I had started watching gang bangs, cuckolding, BDSM, humiliation, grannies, midget chicks getting pounded, you name it. if it's on the internet, I've watched it. It didn't take long until I had graduated into some seriously fucked-up sex, all in pursuit of quick and explosive orgasms. I guess that's when it really escalated for me, when I found myself watching trannies. I was really into it, as some of them are super-hot. At times, I can almost imagine myself being in a relationship with one. Moving on from trannies to full-on gay was quick and painless to my surprise. I was turned on by the taboo (and yes, most straight guys find gay sex taboo even if modern times dictate otherwise).Īnd so, after over a year of beating off to tranny/gay porn, I had begun to fantasize about having sex with a guy. More accurately, I was fantasizing getting fucked by a guy. I wanted to suck a dick, too, and swallow cum. I'm seriously not into dudes, and I would feel disgusted with myself the second I finished coming. But I did want to do those things, if only to satisfy this untamable want. In my fantasies, I am always bottom and sort of feminine in my behavior.
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I would make up many scenarios of guys seducing me and such. My favorite is when I meet some dude in a club. He pretends to be straight, even though I know he's gay. He invites me to his place to chill with a drink.
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In his place, we would kick back on the sofa and watch some movie, and the guy would gradually scooch closer. I'm always intoxicated in the fantasy, and the guy would make sure I'm pretty loaded before he makes his move, like stroking my shoulder or something. After he sees that I ain't stopping him, he would take it further, like kissing my neck and stroking my thigh. After a few minutes, he would unbutton his jeans and make me blow him. While I am reluctant, I do it anyway, and do it right. I deep-throat him, tease him my tongue, look up into his eyes the way girls do. I'm so feminine in the fantasy, and I have no clue why, but it feels so good. I also make those sexy humming voices while I take his seed down my throat. When he's done, he pulls me back up onto the sofa, and we make out. My head is on the armrest, and he's on top of me, dry humping me. He's shirtless, and he takes my shirt off, as well. He pulls down my jeans and boxer briefs, and I let him, although I'm very nervous and apprehensive. He takes out the lube from the table drawer and coat his raging-hard cock. It is at this point when I put up some weak resistance, telling him I'm straight and that I'm afraid of being penetrated. He only cares about shoving his painfully-hard cock into my tight virgin brown hole. He lies back on top of me, and we kiss again. I'm too intoxicated to stop it, nor do I really want to. He slowly enters me, and I groan and whimper, but take him like a good girl. I don't want to disappoint him, like it's extremely important to me to please him.